He finally ended up in the ICU today. According to the nurse, the CCM doc took one look at him and started the transfer process. Last I heard they were talking about intubating him. This one's gonna sting for a while. We had fixed him. He was better. He was going home. And then this, on our watch, while we were taking care of him. Yeah, I'm taking it personally. Yeah, I feel like I failed. It's going to be a while before I stop berating myself about the things I should have done differently. Damn it, he was BETTER! This didn't have to happen! There has to have been some way we could have stopped it...there has to be...
*Sigh* sorry, it's been a rough couple of days. Prayers for this patient and his family would really be appreciated. At this point it would be a miracle for him to leave the hospital in the same condition as when he arrived...anyhow, till next time, peace and God bless...
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